Mark Hendrickson

Mark Hendrickson (he/him/his) is a 2023 Best of the Net and Pushcart Prize nominated poet and writer in the Des Moines area. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in Prose OnlineVariant LitFive MinutesSynkroniciti, Swing, and others. Mark worked for many years as a mental health technician in a locked psychiatric unit. His background includes music, healthcare, and psychology. Visit his website at: www.markhendricksonpoetry.com

Adoption/Eviction

I/You
 can/can’t
  only/ever
   imagine/repress
    the/the
     difficulty/consequences
      of/of
       your/your
        brave/reckless
         choices/behaviors
 
           life/youth
            beginning/over

             hope/innocence
              blooming/wilting
 
               innocent/naive
                passion/desperation
                 of/of
                  young/adolescent
                   love/lust
 
                    burgeoning /cancerous
                     life/tumor
                      growing/spreading
                       within/despite
                        you/you
                      
                          suddenly/finally
                           surrendering/shedding
                            your/that
                             son/burden
                              for/for
                               adoption/good
 
I/You
 do/don’t
  wonder/care
   who/what
    you/I’ve
     became/become
      I/You
       often/must
        wish/regret
          I/you
           could/didn’t
            know/abort
             you/me
 
              Thank/Fuck
                you/you
                 for/for
                  giving/throwing
                   me/me
                    life/away