‘Fortune Cookies at my Boyfriend’s House’ by Sasha Ouvry

Fortune Cookies at my Boyfriend’s House

                               1.
Sat         folding and       unfolding           evening in your kitchen after                you left
my scarf wound around                            your neck        imagining   the other side 
another summer                         unshaken from
October’s          back   my resentment               cracks                 the future          turning
away                      to think of something else
 
 
                                2.
my room                                 you outside
drinking coffee from a pink mug and              smoking
the back of your head               I recognised       recently
as a place where things                            begin
                                 facing the window
 
 
                                3.
unlocked and                  ajar
other people   take turns          walking away
in great                 coughing                            breaths                a weak
backbone         of streetlights                 break
at your door                     we go
inside the ground         falls
                into the soles   of our feet
 
 
                                4.
on video   my mother                  shuffles
tarot cards        holds each one   up                     a mirror  
I know to                           swallow
your room          a picture           of water
                                to be spat                                                        out
 
 
                                5.
speaking of lost            breath                 next week
your silhouette               bent and                            blotting and
visible from our local co-op     sharp but
for lightness     now
                crumples   and
                                                            Opens.



Sasha Ouvry(she/her) is a British-Singaporean poet currently pursuing a BA in Creative Writing and English Literature at the University of East Anglia. You can find more of her and her work here: https://www.chillsubs.com/profile/sashaouvry