‘Ceaseless, It’s Been Years’ by Stephen Joffe

Ceaseless, It’s Been Years

but, god-
 
so much of me is still afraid
                 that if i saw you coming
                                 i would hold the door,
 
and some slight part of it
 
(the milk scent
                                 of your cheek
 
                               soft, sun dappled hand
 
failing light pooled in your footsteps)
 
would loose me, all the way, back
 
to the day you left –
no, no
                                 the day before.
 
i fear the quiet parts of me
                 in which you never stop happening.


Stephen Joffe is an award winning actor, musician, writer, and sound designer based in Toronto. He has previously been published as a playwright, songwriter (Birds of Bellwoods, etc.), and poet.